Reflections...

These last few days, I have been finding myself staring out into the world of nothingness. Then I realized that I wasn't really staring at nothing but rather than the reflection of myself in windows, computer screens, and etc. And what I see kind of scares me. For the first time in my life, I see me staring back at me with a cold mean like look. Almost like I'm lost in life? Maybe I am lost in life? How does one go about finding themself? If the eyes are the windows into the person's soul than my soul is very dark and cold. I have been thinking about what I want to do with my life the last couple of days but nothing really comes to fruit! But for now, I'm going to have to live with this person that I see in the reflection of things. As much it hurts me, I can't make it stop looking back at me with those cold, dark, soul-less eyes! But do like the new hair style though!

TL