No, this isn’t a post about REO Speedwagon’s song “Can’t Fight This Feeling”. Ever had a feeling inside you that you just can’t explain or don’t know how to fight it? That’s what I’m having right now. Is it a feeling of guilt? Maybe that I could had done more for one of my families and that I let them down somehow? Or are these feelings more about me? How I always seem to start something but unable to finish it? It’s like I lose focus on the bigger picture of things or maybe that the picture is to big? Whatever this feeling I have inside me, it’s not good for me to have. All I know is that I’m tired of having these feelings. They aren’t healthy for me. All I think about when I come home is how I can help these people more or how I can improve myself. I really don’t have anybody to come home to talk to about it. All I have is this post but even then I sometime feel nobody is reading these posts. But I do know something? I’m sexy and I know it!
TL