Been thinking today...

Today was a very interesting day for me. As I have been job searching for that elusive job, I have been doing some thinking about some things like 1) moving to San Antonio; 2) owning a house; 3) job searching; and 4) me!

1) Moving to San Antonio has been something I have been wanting to do for a long time. But I will be honest though that I'm afraid to head down there because I'm actually going to move down there without a place to live, a job, no money, and basically no family or friends in the area somewhat. You see I'm trying to work on a plan that gets me down there. Right now, I would have to live in a homeless shelter for a few weeks or months until I find that job. Now I do have some job leads but it's not guarantee that those leads turns into a job. But the good news is once I do find a job and start saving up, I can at least move to transitional housing that San Antonio have. But that is still worrisome for me though. Also, even though I do have a brother and his family living in San Antonio, I'm pretty much on myself as it seems he doesn't want anything to do with me I guess? I mainly want somebody in the area to know that I'm there and help me out.

2) As I been job searching, I have been watching tv on the HGTV channel and watching different shows like "My First Place", "Property Virgins", and "House Hunters" and I find myself wanting to own my own house. Something I have thought about several times over the years but never really thought about it like I am now as I been watching these shows for a while the last few weeks. But a lot of work have to be done before I could own my own place like getting my credit under control, paying off my school loans, getting a job, and etc. Maybe this is something I can use to motivate myself?

3) As for my job searching, there is a lot of things I like to be doing but just don't have the experience or the education to do those things that I want to do. Also, I find myself applying at the same place over and over for the same position. Seems like these people would see I'm interested in these jobs. But we shall see again but one thing I do know for a fact is that I'm going to be moving to whatever town for where the job is.

4) I'm glad I have been doing some thinking about myself lately as to what I want to do with my life, how I need to change, how I got into this position and etc. But bottom line is that I know I need to get help and I will once I do get a job and get money coming in. I need all types of help like for financing to my life.

TL