Sunday, January 25, 2009

Down in the dumps...

Today isn't one of my best days it seems as my mood is down. Seems to me I'm playing with fire when it comes to certain things and it's going to be backfiring soon. In the past when I start down a path it comes very hard for me to pull myself off the path. My path seems to be like two trains that are about to collide and it seems I can't do anything about it. Which I'm not sure is true that I can't do anything about. Hopefully after Monday things will look better but I have to get to Monday as I'm very low on gas. Will I have enough gas to get to my appointments? Then what am I going to do after that? Where is my money going to come from to pay for gas, my cash advances, my bank for the early access money, my insurance, doctors appointment that's coming up in February, for food, and etc. The good news is I do have a phone interview in the morning. Maybe this will get the job I want. The food money help is on the way as soon as I can get into the food stamp office to get food stamps. Things do have to get better right? I hope so!

- TL